I didn't blog yesterday. I was too angry/upset/distracted/whatever. I should stop making excuses.
When I weighed in yesterday, I was 229.8 lbs, a gain of 0.6 lbs. I was like "What the - ??!" I hadn't binged, I had eaten everything I usually eat as part of my routine and I had done some exercise. I had to fight so hard yesterday to keep myself going. A binge was calling and sometimes it didn't feel like an if I binge, it almost made it to when I binge. But with the help of my very supportive boyfriend, I didn't satify those urges and when I woke up this morning, I had achieved 7 full days with out bingeing or purging.
So I weighed in today, and I am now 228.6 lbs, one pound away from having lost a stone. I can't see it though, I still think I look the same size. My face looks a little thinner though, so that's something to focus on. As long as I see the numbers going in the right direction, I will be happy. I wish the scale didn't judge my day.
I am hoping to dye my hair today with the help of my boyfriend. If it goes well, I'll post a pic.... If not... er well... I dunno!
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