Friday, 20 January 2012

Slightly Panicky

Okay, so I can't connect to PrettyThin for some reason.  And it's hit me bad.  I feel lost without it.  I might try on my boyfriend's laptop and see if it's not just this computer.

I did half the "Buff Cardio" section of Davina Mcall's Body Buff DVD.  It was so hard and I had a panic attack after about 7 minutes because all I could see and feel and think about was the disgusting flab wibble-wobbling all over my body.  I felt so suffocated by it.  I am hideous.  Kept to under 900 for the day and that's what I plan to do today.

Weight: 238.2 lbs 
Weight lost: 3.4 lbs
Weight loss needed for next goal weight: 3.2 lbs

Food:
Breakfast: Branflake Pancake
Lunch: Home made vegetable soup
Dinner: Tuna, peas and extra light mayo
Snack: 2 clementines

Exercise: My boyfriend said he would exercise with me today because he thinks it might help me stay calm while I do it.  It will probably be a workout DVD.  We are going to play squash together tomorrow as well so hopefully this weekend won't be so bad.

Activity: Yesterday I went to the local park to take some pictures.  I took one of me and my boyrfriend thinks I look really pretty in it.  I'm not so sure, but I'll share it anyway, along with another picture I took:

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