It's been a hard day... Well it was the first day that my boyfriend has been back at work after 3 days off. I get lonely indoors on my own and try and go out as much as I can so I'm not in the house as much. I haven't binged and I'm going to do some taekwondo later (1 hour and 30 minutes).
Weight: 230 lbs
So desperate to be in the 220's, so I'm hoping that tomorrow I will have lost 0.1 lb at least. If not I will go crazy. I don't care if I see 229.999999999999.... as long as I can! I've set a rule for myself not to try any of my new clothes (or old clothes) until I'm 224 or less.
I've got my eating disorders assessment tomorrow at 2pm. I don't know what to expect of that, I want help not to binge/purge but I still want to restrict and lose weight. I don't know if I can achieve both minimising the b/p'ing while still restricting and losing the weight.
I've started a new project that has kept me busy today, I'm knitting a hat. I'll post a picture of it when I have finished. It's from a pattern in the very first knitting magazine that I bought, and I always go back to it because it has my favourite patterns in it that I make over and over again.
Zumba at 9:30 am tomorrow - I'm not having breakfast before hand, I will have it after.
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